In the tenth second of forever
I thought of the sea and a white yacht drifting.
In the ninth second of forever
I remembered a warm room where voices played.
In the eighth second of forever
I thought of the life I would not lead.
In the seventh second of forever
I thought of a leaf, a stone, a plastic fragment of a child's toy.
In the sixth second of forever
I saw your mouth whispering something I could hear.
In the fifth second of forever
I thought of the vermillion deserts of Mars, the jewelled forests of Venus.
In the fourth second of forever
I could remember nothing that I did not love.
In the third second of forever
I thought of rain against a window, I thought of the wind.
In the second second of forever
I thought of a pair of broken shades lying on the tarmac.
In the first and final second of forever
I thought of the long past that had led to now
And never...
Never...
Never...



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He Draws the moon towards him
With a wand of whales' bone
The submarine magician is returning to his home
His slow hair floats around him
And his cloak spreads like a flower
The submariner has the oceans in his power

Green finned demon take me down
Green finned demon take me down

He speaks the bubbling language
Of everything that swims
He knows the eightfold secret
Of the Octopus's limbs
His skin is silver scales
And his hair is green as weed
His eyes are phosphorescent
A sea-horse for his steed

Green finned demon take me down
Green finned demon take me down

Captain Nemo knew him
In his underwater deep
He understands the meaning
Of the dolphins' joyful leap

Green finned demon take me down
Green finned demon take me down



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I wonder what people think about this:

If you could have something that would really fulfill your life's meaning or something you really wanted BAD. Maybe the word is more something you NEEDED desperately. Knowing that you would loose that thing in 2 weeks time, and never have it again.. EVER, would you still want it?

Can you imagine knowing the very instant that you obtained it, the elation of your soul, spirit, heart, realizing it was even more perfect than you had ever dreamed, and THEN.. THEN.. the rushing reality that no matter what, you cannot have it. It will disappear forever from your grasp.

Would you feel horror? Sadness? Or would you be so happy that at least now.. for only a brief shining moment in time, that everything was as it should be?

And...
in a moment the darkness is pierced by a faint flicker of candle light
in a moment you rush to regale in it's warmth and life
in a moment those centuries waiting in darkness without hope vanishes
in a moment you smile gasping and choking back emotions, elation.
in a moment the contemplation of possibilities, rapture
in a moment holding your breath in wonder
in a moment while the twinkle still yet dances in your eyes
in a moment the candle dies.



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So it's been awhile since I updated my journal sorry about that!

This Monday is a National Holiday in Japan. So Monday we have off work That's really good for a longggg weekend yay! Luckily it's a beautiful weather in here too. It's sunny and clear but still a bit of cold!

日本の皆さんは何か予定があるの？

It seems like things have been a little more than hectic lately at work, and of course I am studying for the Japanese 試験Test in December so I don't have much time to do artwork lately! Sorry about that. Hopefully After January I can have more time again and can post some more artwork.

I guess if I can find someone to model for me that would distract me Does anyone want to volunteer? I seriously need to find another model tho. I'd like to start doing some paintings again, and work with someone for a series of 6 paintings or so that I have an idea for.

Well, let me hear from you guys sometimes Thanks for visiting my gallery from time to time! I really can't believe I've had 10,000+ pageviews now. Been a long time tho.

じゃあまったね。



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well I haven't updated this baby in awhile so I guess I should so you guys don't think I've dropped off the face of the cliff..

Went and saw the new Angel's and Demon's movie today. It may or may not be so new depending on where you live. Here in Japan we get movies way to fucking late. Anyways, it was pretty good, but I figured out who done it 40% of the way through the movie. Seemed pretty predictable if you ask me. I won't spoil it if you haven't seen it.

I just made a new random psych poll.. please do. Your answers are completely annonymous.. or ARE they mohahaha...

Listening to the Doors now and playing Diablo 2

And there you have it. The news in 30 seconds!

zya-ne...



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